dearest diary

A Distant

10:09

Hi. Salaaamun alaykum earthlings!

It's been a while. I am currently in Malaysia for as usual; my summer break. This is the third time I came home for a break (cuz I've done with my third year). But this time, the feeling is different.
Do you know what giving up is? I am in that circumstance. 

You know, I used to be the one who start the arrangement for a meet up and everything. The eagerness to meet friends were roaring inside me. Cuz I missed everyone that I used to hang up with. But the thing is, things were never the same. People who reaally want to meet me and put effort -- can be counted with fingers. What a sad life, wasn't it?

Hence, I am giving up now. I used to be the one who "Heyy jom jumpa" put effort this and that, and at the end, puff everything ruined because it was one sided. Love is not the only thing that worked two ways, you see. Thus I decided to stop. Only people who really put effort for a meet up -- we will meet. I am not gonna start anymore. I need to keep a distant from people who did not appreciate my presence. This is life anyway, people come and go. 

For those who still cherishing my presence in your life, thank you. I cherish yours, too.
xoxo!


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